The end way of my life

I really do hates people in this world. How could you all selfishness for your own and abandon me like a crown. I got my own feelings. Like 1st admire me as friend and in the end up to abandon me. Yes, I could said that's I'm really got heartless into you all. Who start the war? Now I've mentally disorder. People said I'm just a bit mentally problem but did you know every day I kept hurting myself to feel comfortable. It's really comforting mysel and I've scar on my wrist. I'm always wish that's I could in coma or never born in this world. All people thinks is my mistake and causing the problem but why you don't watch by yours eyes than a mouth. People said I'm lucky to lived this world, I didn't think it. Till now Im kept suffering and depression. Don't ever said move on with such bullshit word. Cause not you facing this problem. Even you are cutting your wrist, people do mind you and me...even I cut my wrist no one will care me. I don't want lives such a damn life. I wanna end it.