07.11.2015 myself

Today I'm feel like I'm gonna write something on this blog. It's time for hello for worry time. My feel now like so down. I can't breathe. Every time I concern my self that's I'm not alone. Actually I'm alone. Why I'm not pretty~ I'm try to fix my self to make over and still can't reach that's far. I'm always said "I'm not perfect but I'm trying learnt to being my self". Even though is hard. I'm really can't breathe. I need one to open my heart and hear my voice. Actually the "light" until now I never meet it. My heart still dark way. I need a light to open my heart. I learnt to changes any thing and forget the past. But the past is hunting me. I need someone to help me. I need help~!

I'm always blame myself.