Loneliness
Seeing people is full of happiness while I'm the one lonely person in the world. Lost every things in my life. When I have mentally ill, people thought me weird like a monster. Actually I also want have a bunch a friends like you all. Do you just wanna friend with me just a population for your own? From my childhood early no one would friend with me cause I was ugly. I was really ugly with those teeth like piranha. Until now I really didn't have childhood friend or best friend. Sometimes I can heard people talking with me in my mind. I also want a doctor to clear out my feelings and problems. I will also scratch my skin for being heart or mentally pain. It's feel like so relieved and relaxed. Being attempts suicide many times. Heart with scars and no one knows. I've lost everything. No one knows it or how pain I was. Mentally pain is really pain and the heart. No one knows it. Sometimes I was alone and wanna cry.
